Okay can.

Edited.

Feeling like utter shit now. Lol, failed more tests. Like one or two more marks to pass. Not like I want to do badly. Study also fail. Don't even need to get papers back I also know I all fail already. Expected lol. I thought I could pass. Still fail. Lol.

Now I don't even want to go to band any more. Playing some 9 minute song for band. And Percussion only has a few parts and we have so many people to divide that meager amount of roles to. And on the day they gave out the parts I wasn't in school. Great. Now I'm not playing anything for my LAST performance in band.

Conductor let me play tambourine, so the tambourine part can split cause my friend couldn't play everything in beat at first so I'll like share parts with him lol. Then suddenly he can play lol, so what for I play when he can just do everything on his own. Lol. Like block everyone's way and look stupid only if I don't play anything and stand at the back not doing anything for the whole bloody 9 minutes. I do like the song la, but still. Lol. My last performance and I'm not even playing. All my other friends are playing except for me. Zzz. And we might play another song with Choir singing. But heck, might not even play that any more.

Band situation sucks, school situation sucks. Just take a gun and shoot me now la.

Edit: LOL I'm feeling better now. Azwan was so sweet he let me play his parts too cause he saw how sad I was LOL. Even when I said I didn't want to and it's okay he insisted :). And after band I waited a while (after finding Ivan's missing shoe) for soccer to come back from match too and walked to bus stop together with Kengpum to meet up with Clara and Danish they all.

Then I was hungry SMS my mum what she cooking then she say now not cooking then I ask I go buy Mac can LOL then I asked Kengpum accompany me go buy and we reached at seven plus hehehe finally got my McNuggets (now you know why my cough and sore throat never heals) and bought dinner back for family!!!

And Kengpum brought his Canon 60D with him today and I didn't know how unlock the lens....... So I didn't play much with it :( but I asked him to bring it tomorrow again #shameless. Pictures he took of me below LOL he use his phone take picture from the picture in the computer cause I demanded asked to see it LOL. Talked a bit more before heading home hohoho.

I'm really anal about having the pictures here on my blog like the same width LOL so they're all in squares. LOL.

Edit: HAHA original one here!